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[02 Aug 2004|03:32am] |
Yeah I have a new journal, for those who care. sweetes_torment If you didn't bother to do the friends only thing for this journal, I don't expect you to do it for the new one.
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[26 Jul 2004|01:24pm] |

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[26 Jul 2004|12:07pm] |
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[25 Jul 2004|10:30pm] |
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I can't stand it, I am hateing every minute of it. I don't know what has come over me, it just hit me. It's like a parisite, enfecting my very being. I just don't know what to do, I don't understand it. Please don't pity any longer, I know your lives are better then mine.
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[21 Jul 2004|09:47am] |
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I moved in to Kierstans yesterday. I am so happy to be out of my house, but I have no idea how I will see any of my friends. Like the ones out in rochester, I am really going to miss them if I can't see them. Any ways, I moved in here and it's kool and all but, I feel really, bad because peolpe have to shares rooms now because I moved in. I don't know what else to write at the moment.
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[18 Jul 2004|04:27am] |
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( Suicide )
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[17 Jul 2004|02:00pm] |
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( The Butterfly. )
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[16 Jul 2004|12:36pm] |
You are wrong, fucked, and overratted. I thinnk I'm going to be sick and it's your afault. This is the end of every thing. You are the end of every thing. I haven't slept sence I woke up. And found my whole live was a lie, motherfucker. This is the end of every thing. You are the end of every thing.
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[14 Jul 2004|11:43pm] |
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Your Sweet Six Six Six -- HIM |
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Yeah so, I moved out, and now have a slight problem. I am staying at shawns right now, but I really need to find a place to stay. So if any one may be able to help me, I would really be thankful.
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[13 Jul 2004|03:17pm] |
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I love the fact that no one reads my journal any more. I mean I never expected them to in the first place. I just don't know, I guess I kind of care.
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[11 Jul 2004|12:47pm] |
Yeah, so I know you all have probably heard this same sad song once before.
It has been confirmed, that my friends in rochester have complettely moved on. I know it was selfish, for me wnat them not to move on and replace me. They have though, and I am happy for them, but I guess I'm just selfish.
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[08 Jul 2004|03:58am] |
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Welcome to our dieing days!
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[14 Jun 2004|01:41pm] |
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So I don't really update this thing as much as i use to. I guess that is why no one really bothers to look at what I write any more. That or they just don't care. Well I still hate my self not to sure why I just do. I mean I have my happy moments and every thing, when I'm alone I hate my self again. I start hateing myself more, just for letting my self have a moment of happiness. I just washes over me, and I feel like I can't deal. It's always hovering over me, it's always there. I don't know what to do. I like being happy, but I hate my self for it.
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